Sis may get hitched soon

She textd me yesterday. My first comment to her was Wowwwww.. that's fast. No wind and suddenly the big M. She got proposed along the line of 'Why don't we get married' sort of line. She hasn't really said yes, but was excited anyway. The parents are so into it too. I will be so very happy if she said yes. Truly I don't mind if she wants to go ahead before me. Who knows I might get a car for the 'langkah bendul' gift (dream on!). The parents would be so relieved. It must have been difficult on the folks having 4 girls in the house and wanting them all to be taken care of before they leave this world. Sis said mom wants me home for the wedding. Wish i could but I am up to my neck here. And if I do go home, I'm giving myself max-2 weeks and to get into gear for work upon returning would take another 2 weeks. Am I being selfish here? The only concern of mine is that I feel sorry for mom to have to manage everything alone. Sure, there's Along ..err with her troops, Linda would surely be bz preening herself for the big day.. and that leaves Apai, my youngest resourceful baby sister. Camner ek? Hmmmm... I guess we'll see .. I just might go home and face the 'music' in my stride later.