I did it all to myself

When I failed to achieve the things that I have set out to do due to my lack of self-discipline, carelessness, laziness, failure to prioratize, always taking things for granted, always procrastinating, then I will feel miserable at the end of it all. Astaghfirullah al-adzim Allazi la ila ha illahuwal haiyul qaiyum wa atubu ilaih.