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Why I'm starting this blog:.. david has caught me talking to myself (aloud) lately...
10 March 04
How I love my nephews to bits
Idzni underwent cochlea implant this morning. Called everybody..but no one answered. My imaginative mind started to run riot, thinking of all sorts of unimaginative things. Finally, got hold of Along. Alhamduillah Idzni is fine. The phone line was bad. Hung up and called Mak instead. Idzni has started vomiting. Abah said that this is normal when you’ve just had anaesthetics. Mak said they cut baby Idzni up about 5 cm (i.e. 2 inches). Poor baby!!! Based on Mak’s report, me guessing that Idzni will be up and about in no time. He has already managed to pull off the bandages on his head ..typical Idzni!
Abang Ayin pulak hari ni seems to want to talk to me longer than usual. When I wanted to put the phone down, he said ‘Aunty Ngah nak pergi mana?’ Gave him a kiss to be send to Idzni.
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5 February 04
About being mad
I rarely get mad at people. But when I do, it is mainly due to people getting mad at me for the wrong reasons. I may not be making any sense here.
Whenever I am in a situation, I normally blame myself first. Perhaps this is not a good idea since it can be damaging to my self-esteem (it often has). However, I can’t seem to understand how some people often think that they are always right…people who cannot accept that they are wrong..people who think that they are infallible.
Today, somebody was mad at me. The person looked pissed off. I will not justify myself on why I think I am right and why I think that the person is wrong. I can blame myself if I have spoken too softly, Perhaps next time whenever I want to say something, it has to be loud and clear. But I won’t blame myself for saying something that the person thought I said for which I am sure I did not (capish?). And if I did say the things that I think I did not, surely I have given a time-period for that. It is just senseless! And while I am at it, about this ‘pissed-off’ look thing. I am not a saint and I don’t claim to be one. However, I personally don’t give out ‘pissed-out’ look to friends. I do claim to give the ‘look’ to family members. Hmmmm… maybe today I have learned something. Be more nicer to your family. After all, they are what we will have left by the end of the day. Be more cautious towards friends. Some friends need to be treaded carefully.
10 March 04
How I love my nephews to bits
Idzni underwent cochlea implant this morning. Called everybody..but no one answered. My imaginative mind started to run riot, thinking of all sorts of unimaginative things. Finally, got hold of Along. Alhamduillah Idzni is fine. The phone line was bad. Hung up and called Mak instead. Idzni has started vomiting. Abah said that this is normal when you’ve just had anaesthetics. Mak said they cut baby Idzni up about 5 cm (i.e. 2 inches). Poor baby!!! Based on Mak’s report, me guessing that Idzni will be up and about in no time. He has already managed to pull off the bandages on his head ..typical Idzni!
Abang Ayin pulak hari ni seems to want to talk to me longer than usual. When I wanted to put the phone down, he said ‘Aunty Ngah nak pergi mana?’ Gave him a kiss to be send to Idzni.
*c
5 February 04
About being mad
I rarely get mad at people. But when I do, it is mainly due to people getting mad at me for the wrong reasons. I may not be making any sense here.
Whenever I am in a situation, I normally blame myself first. Perhaps this is not a good idea since it can be damaging to my self-esteem (it often has). However, I can’t seem to understand how some people often think that they are always right…people who cannot accept that they are wrong..people who think that they are infallible.
Today, somebody was mad at me. The person looked pissed off. I will not justify myself on why I think I am right and why I think that the person is wrong. I can blame myself if I have spoken too softly, Perhaps next time whenever I want to say something, it has to be loud and clear. But I won’t blame myself for saying something that the person thought I said for which I am sure I did not (capish?). And if I did say the things that I think I did not, surely I have given a time-period for that. It is just senseless! And while I am at it, about this ‘pissed-off’ look thing. I am not a saint and I don’t claim to be one. However, I personally don’t give out ‘pissed-out’ look to friends. I do claim to give the ‘look’ to family members. Hmmmm… maybe today I have learned something. Be more nicer to your family. After all, they are what we will have left by the end of the day. Be more cautious towards friends. Some friends need to be treaded carefully.
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